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12 December 2011 @ 11:18 pm

well, i haven't been here in a while, if i look at my last journal entry it's been about 3 years. i decided to reopen my journal because i had no outlet to let out my frustrations, joys or anything really... i just need to write, and i miss it very much. i tried to keep a journal on paper, but this is way better! :)

so, a LOT has happened in the last 3 years! i became godmother to a beautiful little girl! no need to tell you that i was beyond happy when my sister asked me! my goddaughter is the cutest thing on earth! i love her to pieces even though i don't see her often, it makes me sad that i can't be close to her and see her grow up everyday...*sigh*

i found LOVE!! <3 finally, after so much heartache.. he came along, the most amazing guy a girl could ask for! we've been living together for a year and 4 months, and even though it's tough sometimes, even though we fight, i love it! it's so nice to go to bed at night next to the person you love, and to wake up with that person too, and see him smiling at you.. my heart flutters when he kisses me or touches me. we're engaged, we're not planning to get married yet, but in a few years i hope! he makes me SO freakin' happy. now the only thing that could make me happier is to have a baby - we've been trying hard, but without any success yet.. i guess it's not time... but i'm deceived everytime i take a pregnancy test and i see a negative sign.....

more recently, on 11-11-11 (yeah, i'll remember that day to say the least) i fell down the stairs coming home fom my friend's appartment, and i broke my ankle pretty bad; bimalleolar fracture. i had surgery and i have a pretty cast.. i'm getting it removed in 3 days, it's about time i've had it since november 12. i can't wait!! i'm so tired of it, plus it itches like hell under there lol. the hair is getting so long that i'm sure i could make a wig with it! hahaha! i'm sure i'll need at least 2 razors to shave it all off. :p i can't wait to be free from this dang thing! i miss walking, jumping, dancing! you only realize how nice it is to do all this when you have to wear a cast.. it'll be so nice to play dance central again! LOL!

well, i'm done for now. but i will be here a lot!

p.s; is it wrong that i'm totally addicted to anything "victorious"? looove that freakin' show!!

 
 
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